ARIANNE JOY CANOPIO
or YAN :))
17 years old, CAVITE
Deeply shy and socially introverted.
Sana may ballpen din akong hindi nawawala, at bumabalik sa bulsa ko, katulad ni Riptide.
(Source: yantoot)
I could use some poor excuse ‘cause the hardest thing to say,
It’s the hardest thing to say in the world;
I’m sorry.
(Source: yantoot)
Virginia Woolf’s suicide letter to her husband, 1941.
Dearest, I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can’t go through another of those terrible times. And I shan’t recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can’t concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don’t think two people could have been happier ‘til this terrible disease came. I can’t fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can’t even write this properly. I can’t read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that — everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can’t go on spoiling your life any longer. I don’t think two people could have been happier than we have been.
Now the time had come for me to face
that we can never be more than just friends-
Shattered dreams of a love
that was not meant to be
made me much the wiser
to understand we come from
two different roads that
can never merge to be truly one.
But, I find a sweet happiness
I grew up in ways, some of
which you still may not see.
In silence and tears
I now walk away,
leaving your to your life
while I live mine with my hopes
and dreams for a better
tomorrow.